I just need someone who will let me snort K off their hands as i rest my head on their lap.
I couldn’t tell what was scattered on top of the glass coffee table. I knew she enjoyed experimenting, i knew not to trust it. I saw a few foreign pills and her bank card resting near them. I leaned over to examine the white dust closely and noticed my reflection in the glass table. My eyeliner rolled down my cheeks, hair displaced and my eyes had sunk in to new levels. I quickly brushed my nose and decided to go for it. I created a nice decently proportioned line for myself and took it straight to my head. I fell back on the couch and glanced at the ceiling. The chandelier in our living room seemed to be rocking back and forth slowly.. The lights were dimmed and the room spun in unfamiliar motions. I knew never to trust her, but she put me on. I am lost in worlds I don’t think i am capable of escaping from. I am lost in a world i have created on my own.